Monday, December 27, 2010

When do I stop Learning and start enjoying???

In my schooling, my dad and teachers used to say every day, if you study hard now, then you can enjoy in your future well with one leg on other leg. So thinking for the enjoyment when I grow up, I spent all my childhood with books in front.

Slowly I came to 9th. There I was sent to a biggg school as we all knew 10th is very crucial. There the real push started. “Work hard this 2 years, you need to cross 550, then entire intermediate you all can rock”, these are words of our teachers who taught us. With high effort as for my capability, I completed 10th successfully, off course I did not reach to the target.

Then the expected turning point of entire life came, Intermediate. There I choose Mathematics, Physics, and Chemistry. In that too there are 3 gigantic options. With lots of overconfidence or confidence, I chose IIT. Every day our faculty used to say, “You might feel it’s difficult to study these, but look for fruits in the future and work hard now. Then you can enjoy all the four engineering years and also the future after it”. I felt like, its all common thing that I am hearing from my 7th. I even got confusion in my mind, when do I really stop learning and start enjoying. Any how, we should not think about such big confusions, so left it and concentrated on studies. There the thing changed. This course included lots of big big problems and only problems in all 3 subjects, heavy books which can be used for dumbbells off course. Finally as I expected in my first year, I failed in IIT and entered into BTech through our eamcet (Like came back to mother land from foreign).

“Hurray, I entered into BTech with IT option, I can enjoy completely, with system as well as in college and outside with friends”, with these thoughts I entered into college gates on my first day of my BTech. Off course I enjoyed it. But, it’s like not stopping the learning part of my life, I realized that it’s the starting of learning, so far what all we read is all nothing, like a drop in an ocean.

It’s too horrible that every semester we used to get new technologies as well as some boring, sleepy subjects. Around 50 subjects we learnt with great effort. It included interesting subjects like C, C++, Java, .Net, Flash and also most boring and difficult theory subjects like EDC, POC and some ok subjects CN, CG, MC and so on.

Finally I completed all successfully with lots of certificates in hand and nothing in my mind and those all I have to lead the next splendid life. Now I got job. I thought, “at least now I can relax and stop learning and enjoy the life with fun and also with all what I have learnt in past by recollecting them carefully”. But…….

On the first day of our joining into the company we had a meet with one great person in the company. His first words are, “Welcome guys, you might have tired so far with studies and all might be on opinion that you can relax. Isn’t it?” then our answers are “Yes” with lots of enthusiasm in us. Then he told, “If so, you will stop your growth here. It’s an ending.” Again confusion started in me. He added, “Until we die we need to learn to lead the life and to live the life. We need to be the superiors ever. If it’s so we should never stop learning. And that too in the field you have chosen, every day a new technology comes in to market. To survive in this environment, you need to run with this world.” I am happy that at least now he told truth, not like my old teachers who cheated me saying, “Study now to enjoy later with out learning”.

I finally concluded to mind saying, “Dude, you need to enjoy learning, then your entire life is enjoying only, with learning which you need to survive

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